2010-10-22 + 10:14 p.m.
Never gone for good

I'm writing this on my iPad. When I first came here, I didn't think these would exist in so short a time. It's very TNG.

It really was rather painful going back and reading all of this. Not unlike reading my first paper journal entries. I was so...young! I still feel young (I certainly don't feel 28!) but I was embarrassingly so when I wrote this journal. Though I think embarrassment is part of the deal when you start writing anything, especially journals.

But what was most interesting to me (it's a journal and I can start a sentence with a preposition if I want) is that I predicted just how unhappy I would be in my semi-chosen career. I wrote an entry right before I started my internship over 6 years ago, and wondered if I wasn't "selling my soul short". I think I might have, at least a little.

So now that I mow this? What am I going to do about it?

Hopefully something a little risky.

before + after + current

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